Am I on the outside looking in…

Am I on the outside looking in…
Or on the inside looking out?
Which is the road that I have been traveling?
And which is the road before me?

Tell me the world is flat,
and I will believe you.
What does this say about me?

The pink fades to shades of violet,
Yes we've been down this road before.
I don't know my way back
My map is distorted.

Please don't follow my footsteps,
I fear they  are haunted.
Just tell me we will be ok,
And I will try and let it be so.

Just because we have been here before,
Dosen't mean that I like the weather.
But You still tell me the world is flat,
And I still believe you. This says everything about me.