Madness...

Because I am mad does that make me a genius?

Because I am genius does that make me mad.?

What came first the madness or the genius?

I self medicate to bring myself down.

I self medicate to pull myself up.

Does this mean I am bi-polar?

I have been waiting so long for something to change.

Can I change myself?

Should I try to change myself?

I am what I am, that is what they all say.

But do I have to be happy with what I am.

I am sick of feeling numb.

I cut the flesh to feel pain,

yet the emotional pain is what I am running from.

Would I rather feel pain than nothing at all?

I know I don't belong in your world.

But the truth is you don't belong in mine.

You can't handle my genius.

You can not handle my madness.

I will never be what you expected.

Do not ever cry for me.

Be happy in your own madness,

I will be happy in my own madness.